Catherine White, MA
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3/31/2018

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Good morning, Lord. Thank you for the good night's sleep. Sunday morning. Looking forward to going to church. Me and Gage outside. When I woke up I chose positive thoughts and held them for 17 seconds. Lord, please lift the depression and anxiety. Please send an angel to destroy it. What can fill my time? I dreamed a boss was trying to get rid of me. I don't have much to say. I had a good time with my family yesterday, going to Chloe's marching contest. Thank you. Protect me, shield me from the enemy. Raise my vibration, please. I am so disappointed in the agency. Disappointed I won't get that pay check. I don't want Patrick to feel the brunt of responsibility for finances and insurance for the rest of our lives. That's a depressing thought. I FEEL LIKE I WILL LET US BOTH DOWN. I pictured being the provider after he retired. Now I face a great unknown and another career crisis. 
I see many people working so hard, no matter what the job is. Why can't I? Why do I fall into anxiety attacks? Even in my first job as an elementary school student. (I didn't fall apart at Lifeway or Incentive or Ingram though). I need your guidance, plan and simple. I need your guidance.

"The Lord will work out his plans for my life." Psalms 138:8

"You chart the path ahead of me and tell me where to stop and rest." Psalms 139:3
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